This is silly

OK, now I have a post that I thought I deleted on the blog site and post that I thought was on the site only on the dashboard site. And to make it even more confusing. On the first post, I edited it and those editings didn't show up...until you click previous posts. Then the page is like I thought it would look. So, now, I am going to see if this second...or third post shows up!!! I might just ditch this whole thing and go to bed. GGGGRRRR.